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[Sep. 7th, 2006|12:46 pm] |
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hi everyoun finaly updating im nearly finished my degree finally. these are some of my work on landscape s of auckland. it all about the value of money. the circle one was where a 100 year old pohutakawa (i cant spell) was killed ilegaly for a subdivision lt is a massive floor work so you have to imagine its a crater. the other works are quarries in suberbia 3kings and mt wellington. anyway im well everything is the same here cant wait to get back there. |
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| action kids |
[Jan. 21st, 2005|12:35 pm] |
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so im now a fully fleged kids entertainer. after two nights of nightmares about teaching action kids its finally over this morning at around 9.30 i did my first baby class which went very well and i even got a clap at the end even if wind the bobbin up was a bit quiet. next was the over twos and there cunting mothers, i have never met a ruddier bunch of bitches, its actually really intimidating to get up infront of about 50 woman and there brats to dance and sing while there brats just stare like stunned mullets. fuck and by the sceond song (the bird song, you know the one everyone had to do it at school) when knowone did what they were supo9ssed to or even got up i nearly lost it, but thank fuck for the cheeky girls and the touch my bum song it saved my ass so after all the stress and a few cunt comments its over and it pretty much was allright £40 pounds for 90 mins isnt bad either. oh yeah action kids is about physical developement of children using props, nursery rymes and pop songs yes its as mental as it sounds.xx |
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[Oct. 28th, 2004|09:33 am] |
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so the other day i got this email from a friend, it was sent to a load of other people too saying basicly send me a card or a letter or ring for a chat or you will face deletion from my directory. for fucks sake i felt my blood boiling how dare anyone try and emotionaly blackmail anyone else into contact, ahhhh i think recieving that was proberly the most anoying thing and reminded me of form two. i just want to say that friendship is a two way thing where if you havent heard from people in a long time get off your own ass and get intouch its not usually bassed on threats and if all your friends start dropping away maybe its time to examine own life!!!! |
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| bb |
[Jul. 21st, 2004|06:58 pm] |
ok so i was watching big bro last night and michelle and stuart got off under the table so we coulod only see there toes curling which was hardley worth the extra 10 mins but then they came out going cant believe we lost it, lost whay well michelle ran to the toilet then stuart stood outside, what do you think they lost............ the condom thats what i think anyway and dont think i need to spell out where.YUCK
on totally different subject wouldnt mind doing a slimes mish if ya want to |
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| 8 girls dont mix |
[Jul. 19th, 2004|07:13 pm] |
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back form the barge in one peace but got the blues a bit. so all was going right on friday si came over and lisa drove us up to the boat which was a 62 ft barge and so skinny with 2 porta loo toilets in it and beds as small as coffins. day one was fun but its actually really hard to stear something with a tilla and 2 boys who are yelling instructions and itching to take over but anyway we sorted it out and off we went drinking all the way withen 2 hours wed lost one of our poles and cut a rope off with the prapella. good anyway was an alright night but didnt go out so played the longest game ever of pictionary oh my god i think it all came to a head when simon (my partner) guessed the big mickey mouse castel instead of disney land god then the english people of the group started descriminating against us when we one on mash but they thought we said mesh. then someone yelled out and there wasa a barge floating in the middle of the river some ass had untied it so we saved it then tied it up only to hae the guy come back and yell at us that we untied it. the next day started off good but went totally sour because of this fat cunt telling this girl i dont like that i was bitching about her driving the boat, which she made up because me and si were having a fight with each other nothing to do with driving but a sond on the radio really just playing, so this then esculated into this big thing when me and frances were driving and sort of crashed the boat she came running out and there was no room so i said to her go down well she went off so i then told her to shut up oh my god anyway she cried, and that girl started sturring worse so when we went out and i tried to talk to her she went all mental and pretty much ruined the night for her self, because everyone kept telling her that it was all lies but whatever god i hate girls like that the ones like lisa who dont have a passport because ted rather buy clothes than travel. anywya the next day was like armageddon thank god im back. the things i liked were all the other people they were great the boat was pretty fun and the country was pretty so i would definatly do it again but with a more even ratio 8 girls and 2 guys is shit |
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[Jul. 15th, 2004|06:53 pm] |
good god has this small live journal gone mad. havent looked at this for like a week and it seems that th bitching is out of control. live journal is great to talk to friends and keep intouch over long distance or poast an invite but for fucks sake if you live in the same town restrain your self from using it as a bitching froum. everyone back in there courners and stay there god dont want to have to go super nanny on everyone.
anyway off on the barge this weekend me 9 nannies 2 men and loads to drink. hahaha do they know what there letting themselves in for they all like your from nz you dirve the boat we might break our nails, the only prob is that you have to be sober to do it, i dont even have a car licence. oh well if you hera antipidean trys 3 point turn in barge destroying lock you know who it is.
SO IM 25 NEXT WEEKEND GOING TO SEE BAND WITH RUP AND OTHERS ON THE 24TH WOULD LOVE TO SEE EVERYONE THERE XX |
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[Jun. 28th, 2004|06:38 pm] |
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bit of a boaring week only just started my new job and they went on holiday leaving me in the mansion alone, sound like a winger now but im never gonna get back into the swing of full time employment if i never have to work and i spend to much money on books, even robbed the nanny purse which was a bit naughty. anyway wasent to lonely had si come stay so for the frist few days it was great but we fight soooo much that by thursday i was ready to kill him, avioded the murder by babysitting for the baby from hell, is it wrong to hate new borns, but it was all worth it cause i knew my party was on sat. anyway in the early hours of sat morning round 10 to 5 there was a tapping at my door, i dropped my nuts completely trying to convince myself that the house wasent being robbed eventually picked then back up and crept down the 5 flights of stairs to find a repulsively drunk simon at my door. i dont think ive ever felt less compassion for another person but the sight of him , the smell was worse i told him to go home and sleep it off very nicely and recieved a whole lot of abuse, lovely then was so angry that i had to read for like an hour to even atempt sleep,(paul burrel is a legend, poor poor diana. anyway cooked for hours got paranoied there was to much foodthen that there wasent then it was raining, so decided to star early managed to drink about 20 beers over about 10 hours and the fucked thing was i drunk my self straight. the party was excellent and havent had such a good laugh in ages everyone got on great and even thought it rained the willow in the back garden acted as a roof so we even bbqed. simon showed back up round 2 very sheepish still drunk but at least smelling better, had said he just needed sympathy got punched in the face on fri night getting smart to an aussie about sport in the walk about, had none what the fuck do ya expect in that place, but anyway he was on good form and i forgave him, talk about high maintanience. got my last film back of india was really dissapointe with the results, the camers i have is crap and slips out of focus really easily but fuck it thinking of getting a polaroid anyway xx |
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[Jun. 22nd, 2004|11:44 am] |
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whats happened so far............. um friday went to dinner at jos which was lovely except for the weird flat mate who frightened us all into hidding in jos room, then out to see and......... dont know what they were called but wouldnt really recomend them to anyone so it eally dosent matter. went up stairs with jo man can that lady pull this little twit actually ran over to her and funnely enough he could talk as fast. un frotunitly for me the twits brother came over to me and used the line.. so your a kiwi, yeah um those maoris are really big hey. i seem to have lost my asshole tollerance and shot him down pretty fast and he started to tell his friend i was just like what they say on the can id bite your balls off. not really shure what can hes refuring. then the wit ended the conversation with jo by saying so im an alchoilc with a small cock and a girlfriend but id really like to ge3t to know you. why is it that assholes like those guys think they have the right to come up and talk to you when your just minding your bussiness then when you make it clear your not interested instead of just leaving they have to make out your a bitch ahhhh sometimes beinbg single has its draw backs. anyway made good discovery on sat theres this really good comedy club on the chiswick high rd, the acts are really good. there was this ass in the front row who started talking on his cell in the middle of this guys set so the comedian grabbed the phone dropped his pants and rubbed it in his but crack, fucken funny. sunday was a bit of a recovery day ans just stayed home watching dvds with si, my bosses have gone away for the week and left me with an empty house yeah. |
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[Jun. 14th, 2004|08:08 pm] |
the weekend was a dramatic one and has left me slightly annoyed. had a lovely day out drinking with a friend on friday anly to have it end in drama had a fucker of a night babysitting for a sick newborn on saturday, then went out to this party on sunday which was cool except for these two stupid woman who got very drunk when everyone was relativly sober and abbused every new commer befor they even got threw the door, really anoying.
i also have been thinking about another insident thats happened recently where i saw a friend being hurt and stuck up for them. they didnt really appreaciate it and well frankly thats to bad if i was in a situation where someone felt the need to stick up for me well thank fucken god cause to oftern people just let shit slide or dont even care, and id rather have a friend that cared to mutch than not at all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and now thats all i have to say on the matter. |
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| drama at the heath |
[Jun. 7th, 2004|03:35 pm] |
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so amyway got a job moved back to chiswick and all is well. um been feeling a bit weird recently its strange to be back and be mostly straight. had to deliver some news to someone that they needed to back off felt like an evil witch. its really weird even though i havent been smoking pot like befor i still have the burning parinoia and constantly feel like the world hates me its so dumb but if i let it it keeps me up at night. blah blah self loathing is so boaring. so been hanging out quite a bit cause now that the desperate serch to find a job is over im really on holiday but n0w iv nearly spent all my money from india its getting a bit of a stress, but im on the payroll next week so that will be good its frightining watching it come out and nothing going in. looked after my kid for the first time today and he was actually a little dream so it would appear iv fallen on my feet. been doing lots of art galleries recently best exibition was helen chadwick strongly recomend that all who read this go. my favourite work shes done are her photocopys there like old dutch still lifes, full of life, death and sexuallity of woman, not to menton alot of dead animals and entrails. ther amazing lare scale works were shes photocopyied herself full scale its hard to describe but go just go. also at the same time cheak out the tina madotti edward weston photography might not be everyones taste, very classic photography from the mexican renasaunce 9 cant spell but anyway). also went to the tamara lempicka exibition at it was good but the head set guide was stupid. narriated as though it were aimed at old woman, no real crit of the work just a sort of editorialised view on her life, really just the cataloge is all you need. but it was a good day out with my little bird, and good to see her smiling which i havent seen to much of late. had a nice day at the tate modern..... pub with jo theres no better way to view works in a gallery that after a few pints. then the highlight of the past few weeks the pixies!!!!!!!!!!!!! that was a great gig not only because there legends but because i had such a good time and i went alone so it was almost liberating. they were amazing souynding exactly as they do on there albums the only bummer was they didnt do where is my mind instead doing wave of mutilation twice, which was only really a bummer when my other friends who went on another night said they did it and they did 3 encores oh well they rocked. anyway the weekend was pretty quiet except for sunday when we had a picnic at hampstead heath which was quite cool, except for a few personality clashes caused by insensativaty and numerious missunderstandings so i hope all involved can kiss and make up. but anyway got a bit to drunk forgetting that id had a special drink and the beer only kicking in when id had to much and there was no going back but feeling good today anyway thanks to all you fallas for comming luf youxx |
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| outa india |
[May. 25th, 2004|04:00 pm] |
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soim not really shure why im gonna keep this going but anyway hi to those of ya i havent gaught up with yet, im back. its a long depressing story but basicly i decided that id had enough and was going to leave but before i got to break the news to my boss i fell really ill again and was in the hospital which was so fucking scary. anyway i got out and after a weeks isolation i wanted to see people so i text mr carribean but he text back lets make it tuesday i picked up a date last night. well i guess im not the queen of handelling rejection and got a little drunk over at this families house (forgot i was on the anti buggers) then another woman rang up and invited me over. when i got there the and her husband were filpped out with each other and pulled me into there crazy shit, also monica decided to be my spokes woman and unknowen to me texted mr c with all this abuse. anyway i was just leaving when i found out and she flipped and threw me to the ground , while her husband restrained her i got the fuck outts there. well if i was sensible i would have gone home but know i went to see mr carribean who had texted me he was sorry and that he had treated me bad and wanted to make it up to me all before monicca had texted him with abuse so i in a very drunk way wanted to sort it all out. i am proberly the sillyiest woman alive showed up at his hotel caused a big sceen and got ecorted out by security then in the morning was so violently ill that couldnt work and ended up back in hospital and fired so i thought id have a few days to say goodbye but no my flight was for the next day. so i excaped from hospital and hooked up with mr carribean and spent the last day with him. turns out that he is actually a nice guy and didnt really care what i had done and even thought it was all his fault, tried to explain that i was gonna leave anywya but anyway he was really good to me and we just talked and hung out so that was that. arrived back in london on wednesday to find out my reputation was trashed with my agency so getting a job through them isnt really an option but i have others and have been interviewing all week along with visiting doctors over here and the even worse news is that im not completely well and may have some form of hepatitius or have had it so im off to the infectus deseases unit on wednesday. i got all the vacinations before i went so im hopping theres not to much wrong. trying to stay possitive cause i knoe when your not everything just gets worse and worse. but anyway on the plus side of things i realised that i should learn to be content with my life over here i have lovely loyal friends and my sister and an environment that inspires me to creat my art, i also learned that i can be friends with men and its proberly a good idea to actually like the ones you go to bed with or else its not worth the head trip anyway this could go in for ages so i will stop. sometimes you think your the player but actually your being played. i love all my friends here and hope to be a better one tht i was before i left. |
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| delhi belly |
[May. 15th, 2004|01:57 pm] |
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so the weekend so far has sucked the big one. it all began last weekend actually with the attack of the much dreeded delhi belly which i treated by staying close to a toilet and watching to much hbo, tuesday i felt mostly fine and went to work, wednesday i felt fine and even did hot yoga, (which i must say i am getting much better at and am quite proud of my self having lost like a stone since comming here) thursday i woke up feeling like shit but being the tough kiwi chick i am went to work. by about 11am i was so sick i went to the doctor, well that was an experience, when the say flod your legs they actually mean bend your knees, got very worried that some thing bad was gonna happen at that point but it was all ok. went to the chenist to get medicine still fighting the urge to chunder when it nearly got to much so i rushed to the toilets. OH MY GOD this was my first incounter with public squat toilets and lets just say i held it in all the wat back to the farm 40 mins away anyway was violently sick all day till i had to go to hospital where i was admitted. i will never compliain about the english medical system again. they dont actually give you the medicine you have to get someone to go to the chemist and get it no matter what it is, then they put me in intensive care (because of the lack of beds) where i had nothing to do but stare at the walls, the nurses were the biggest bitches and when my drip blocked and i told them that it hurt one just kept going no it dosent and walking off i got so desperate i nearly pulled the fucker out my self. them the doctor came and she was nice as pie god i feared for the saftey of my organs. anyway i finally get to sleep by demanding to get put in a cubical not the doorway and some stupid cunt wakes me up at 5 am to have a sponge bath, now those of you who know me know my temper but i was good and just covered my head with the blankets and told her No and fuck off under my breath, finally i was transfered to another room with a tv but ended up with another bitch who had huge open grazzes on her arm and no bandage. actually knowone wore gloves and it freaked the shit out of me. spent another night there and got woked up at 5am again byy this lady wanting to change the sheets, im out now and feel mostly better but man if anything else happens im outta this country. |
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| delhi belly |
[May. 11th, 2004|07:44 pm] |
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so the week was a wee bit difficult as per usual battelling with the cultural differences and lack of a real social life got me a bit down in the middle of the week also the kids bad gotback so everything went out the window and there was a lot of me just sitting around waiting. anyway i decided to take the bull by the horns and rang this brazilian guy i met at a party who said hed take me out, seemed nice at the time, anyway for some bizar reason i agreed to go to this stupid salsa night (can i salsa, thats how desperate for going out i was) on friday anyway my boss had organised what she calls a play date, which is actually a full on party with like a million screeming kids in the pool and me playing life guardanyway mr brazillian rang me about 5 times throught out the day organising and re organising details for our evening and actually got the pip that i couldnt talk on my phone when standing in the pool surrounded by swimming babies with snot dripping out of everywhere. so i set out for my evening with a new driver who couldnt speek english and actually dosent know where anything is so we got lost on the way to my oz bar to meet my old girls before salsa finally got there and had a few drinks, then left for salsa on the way we got lost again and mr brazilian wasent answering the phone not a good sign, finally i was so busting to go to the toilet i had gone through sherades, crabbing my crutch in desperation to try get him to pull over at a hotelfinally he got it and did so i thought the problems were over. well i got back to the car and what do you know it wouldnt start, we were stuck on the motor way from 11 till 1 in the morning and these creepy guys came over and told me all this stuff and scared the shit out of me. mean while my driver had taken to the engine with a rock but nothing was starting it. so anyway that was friday and mr brazil never rang or text again. was bummed but not to much didnt want him just a intro to some young people. the next day i hung out with mr carribean and actually went out with him very civilised got out of the hotel room had a cool time but he was a bit weird, its like he needs me to fall for him but at the same time dosent want me to, got to be carefull not to get cunt struck. anyway got home at like 3 feeling great, the next day was good untill about3 when i got the worst case of delhi belly and had to go to bed for 2 days im not going to get to graphis but lets just say im going vegetarian from now on over here delhi belly is as bad as every one says maybe worse. them on monday while i was still sick i got an email from my dad saying simply.. Tori, percy died today- an end to a link with the past. that was it my grandfather had died. im still not shure what happened or anything else, not really shure how to feel about the whole thing as only met him as an adult last year and all he said to me and bex was "one of you was naughty the last time we met, all is forgiven" ( i was 3 and bex was 2) so him dying sadly dosent really feel like much but it should, makes me sad i didnt try to talk to him more but he fucked my dad up well and good through his life so i guess thats his end to the past. |
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| still the same entry |
[May. 5th, 2004|04:03 pm] |
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anyway so sunday spent the day trying to track down some wine, was going to a party and had to bring a bottle, not such a hard task youd think but fuck me it took from 1 till 5 to find a shop and in between i spent a small fortune on shopping, oh my god i think i could buy a bag every week here there all so beautiful and the jewlery is so amazing and cheep so i had quite a good afternoon and tracked down the wine shop in thin dirty basement so dodgey. then in my new less western clothes i went to this very growen up party which looked like it was going to suck but actually the people were very innteresting and all talked to me like an equal which has been lacking in other circles, i also met a guy who was actually my age so hopefully he will take me out with him this weekend. so it ended up bieng a pretty cool night. the best bit had to be the food monica did a hungey (cant spell but you know what i mean) it was so funny eating imported kumara, then at like 11 her crazy german husband wolfgang made this bbq and cooked all this german sausage he brought into the country which was a strange desert but so good to eat meat. i never realised what a carnavor i was before comming here. um what else happened............. the wild life has been crazy snakes, scorpians, frogs you think of anything creepy its here. missing having a social life but im still here so thats the main thing and the job gets better as the weeks pass, cant believe its been 5 weeks nearly, they havent fired me yet so im looking foward to june.xx |
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| periods suck |
[May. 5th, 2004|11:54 am] |
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ok so im getting slack with the diary thing but anyway the weekend was mixed friday night was a disaster i met some old people at this bar where they were having the worst time even before i got there. i didnt even really get to talk to them either because this stupid man came and acosted me, i should have told him i wasnt interested but he just kept talking to me finally he went away and the others were leaving and id only just got there so i was abandoned with the fucker and his friend who kept trying to make me go to pool side, i didnt quite understand at first and thought they were talking about a place but no they were trying to get me to go alone with them to the pool god people really think cause your young your stupid so anyway i secretly rang my driver and snuck off when they were at the bar and in the toilet. so that put a bit of a downer on things, so anyway went to see the beef cake on saturday which was good at the time but left me feeling a bit hollow, thought he was giving me the flick cause he didnt text like usual so that was pretty much saturday, also had a long talk with my best friend in nz so that was excellent shes moving to aussie then in about a year to 6 months she will go to asia so i might meet her them gota go boss coming pretending to work |
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| THE TRUTH HURTS |
[Apr. 30th, 2004|11:32 am] |
fuck just got the most anoying email of all time, i had this fucked friend katherine in auckland who is a raving nasty alcholic whos finally out of my life, unfortunatly her x boyfriend emails me sometimes and tells me shes still doing his head in, so finally after years of this i tell him what a vacious person she is and how it feels like a weight has been lifted not knowing her anymore.and i get this, god hes such a coward, imagine the meanest someones ever been to you then times it by 100000 thats how she IS to him, honestly i wont go into the details but hes over the years changed into a shell of who he was in the begining.anyway at xmass i went home only to be put in the middle of this fucken drama she created by messing around with my closest friends boyfriend and then expected me to feel sorry for her, fuck that i had to deal with being the person in the middle of everything and i do know it takes to to tango and all that but it was like katherine went out of her way to do it and my other friend is one of the nicest people you could hope to meet in your life, the even sicker part is that katherine tried desperatly to get her to be her friend before and its all a bit creepy. so other than getting this all off my chest im pissed that her stupid (now x for like a year)boyfriend sent me this stupid mail. if you tell someone something for years there going to develope an opinion so if you dont want to hear the truth shut up. HERES THE EMAIL.
Tori, if you get the idea again of giving me a 'bit of advice' - DON'T!
I know you mean well, but the problems you have with Kathryn are your
problems and not mine. She is my friend, with faults like everyone. How
we accept those faults is a reflection of our character, so again, deal
with you problems and I will deal with mine.
I hope you continue to enjoy your overseas experience.
Regards,
Andy
so anyway i told him i had no problem anymore cause i cut her off and he can put that in his pipe and smoke it. |
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[Apr. 26th, 2004|08:25 pm] |
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this weekend was the best ive had over here firstly i had someting to every day and second someone to do it with. friday night i was shagged and went to sleep, having HBO in my room is not helping my insomnia. then in the night there was a huge rain storm and hail as big as golf balls but in the morning it was 38 which is great weather for over here meet up with keih this funny kiwi woman whos about 52 and has a husband 15 years younger who is quite aq looker, anyway we went all over old delhi which was amazing and scary ate street food as well, touch wood im not sick ........yet. old delhi is crazy there are powerlines everywhere like giant black cobwebs about 30% of people pay for power the rest just get a wire and stick it in its the most dangerious thing ive ever seen but knowone even seems to notice and thought i was a freek taking photos of them. there is also the weird thing that there atre pretty much no woman on the streets and of course the staring thing which im starting to get over. anyway there are so many poor people begging like on the way in there was this guy who was pretty much a torso in the middle of a lane on the motorway cars were just going around him. the fucked thing is that someone will pick him up and drop him off then take pretty much all the money he has made, my driver is pretty matter of fact about everything saying everything is busniess. on the positive side you feel like your back in time and the shoppoing is amazing. also in among all the caos are beautiful temples, mosks and the remains of most of the 50 cities delhi was built on. i could rave for ages so ask questions if you have any. then in the evening i went to this party k and her husband were having for his workers ( hes in charge of the tunneling machine that isbiulding the metro which was going to take 6 months 2 years ago) so me and k were the only females there.i honestly had a cultural experiance the guys only dance with each other and they do this crazy punjabi (i cant spell) dancing wi\hich has no rythen what so ever its like the worst dancers in the world invented a dance which they could all do and feel good, so anyway knowone wanted to dance but there was a free bar and it was on a roof top with free food so not a total loss, and the drive home was so funny, my driver gets so impatient he just goes off rd so im bouncing up and bown like im on a fun ride. then sunday was quite good as well. gotta back track to the wednesday night story met the beef cake gave him my number and anyway hes been ringing and texting ever since his a drummer in the sheritons house band and he sings, hes such a slut thats very obdvious but im not exactly an angel. so anyway went and hung out with him on sun its so bad but that stupid saying kept popping into my head once you go black you never go back anyway im a slut but it shure made for a good weekend |
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